Sunday, August 5, 2007

To Chemo or Not To Chemo...

That seems to be the question...ok so here's what the oncologists are saying. Right now because of the surgery I have an 85% cure rate. In addition, with hormone therapy that will bring me to a 90% -- when I was a kid a 90 on a test meant an A. Seems ok to me. Adding the chemotherapy, which is what the oncologists are suggesting, will give me a 95% cure rate. For 5% I get to put a foreign good cell/bad cell killing agent in my body for three to four months every three weeks, have 100% hair loss, nausea may be possible and other interesting surprises I know I haven't yet uncovered. My hair will grow back, it's the chemo in my system and the long term effects of that for 5% that I ponder. And let's face it since GI Jane
hairless is in and it saves me at least 30 minutes in the morning of washing and blow drying, no money spent on cutting and styling for a while, my gray will disappear and I won't be spending money on highlighting -- one must always look on the bright side!

No answer to this one yet. I have an appointment with my homeopath and other alternative healthcare providers...let's see what they have to say. If you know of anyone who has successfully used alternative methods I'm all ears.

My life lesson from this part of the journey...nothing is what it seems to be. As always, my deep appreciation to you for all your positive thoughts, healing energy and cheering from the sidelines (sometimes even running down the field with me!). You are precious each and every one of you. Make this day the one that will be your best ever no matter what comes your way.

Love

Karen

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

I am glad that you are always so positive. I wish you all the best. Love you. Alessandra

Anonymous said...

My Dear,

You are always filled with surprises...enough to make anyone smile & wonder!

kisses always,

Cari

Anonymous said...

Karen,
Your attitude is admirable. Have you ever wanted wavy hair (without the perm)? I work with a woman whose hair grew back wavy after chemo.
You are in my prayers and I wish you the very best.
Love
K1

Anonymous said...

Karen,
You're always so upbeat. I went G.I. Jew (the real American Hebrew) last month and it does take getting used to. Whatever you decide, I know you'll wear it well!
-Elliot

Martha whitfield said...

we think of you daily with all the UCSD preparation going on in Charlotte for Forrest's move sept. 18th. Your courage and honesty makes me so proud to know you. What a role model for me!! Chips/ sister and sister-in-law had good success with chemo 11 and 6 years ago for breast cancer. You will be guided as to what is best for you. love, martha

Parker said...

Karen,

Been following your site and progress. You are the poster adult for how you beat cancer. I have forwarded your site to my 2 daughters, with a note that "this is how a true champion does this."
Our prayers are for your team!!

Parker

Anonymous said...

Karen,

This is a really difficult decision based upon a five-percent spread. Your faith will guide you. Liv

Unknown said...

Karen!

So upbeat and positive...I love it :) You're simply amazing!
Tomorrow is the finals for SoundWaves and hopefully I make you proud. I think it'll be recorded too, so I will show it to you the next time I see you. Miss you!!

XOXO
Cheryl

Ruth Jacobowitz said...

Dear Karen,
So when all is said and done
You'll make the decision and it will be the right one.
You are a real trooper! Can't wait to see you.
Love, Ruth & Paul

nichole said...

Wow, just a 5% difference with chemo. That makes the decision someone cruel. But I'm thinking of you always and know you'll do well no matter what. Love...N